I'm not dyeing it back. I'm just not.
Me: 'I think it matters more who I am inside than what is on my head.'
Parent: 'In the "Strength for Youth" it says that how you dress portrays who you are.'
Me: 'Exactly. This is who I am.'
Bah. It isn't being dyed back.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
#2 on my bucket list: Complete.
Three red streaks in my hair. I mean RED. Firetruck. Apple. Whatever you wanna call it. It's red and I love it.
My mom said: 'It doesn't look good." Thanks mom..
My dad said: 'You're killin me girl." I know.. Sorry.
I love it :) And it's just hair. It'll grow in time.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination. So I am making my own happiness.
Laur :)
My mom said: 'It doesn't look good." Thanks mom..
My dad said: 'You're killin me girl." I know.. Sorry.
I love it :) And it's just hair. It'll grow in time.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination. So I am making my own happiness.
Laur :)
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Re: I'm changing the subject.
Okay. So this really random email I sent to one of my best friends is now being turned into a blog! Here you go:
My back/ neck still hurts :/ pooka. So I haven't seen you in two whole days. What the freak. Haha. I miss you :( i miss these past couple weeks too. They were good..
I hate orange soda.
I love just about every movie. It's rare that I don't like a movie. Have you seen 'Love Happens'? Ooo. I saw it last week, loved it. :)
My aunts are my role models. Each one of them is so special. My Aunt Shannon and I are a lot alike, we both say 'Sheesh' pretty often. Hah.
My earphones are currently tangled.
I think I will go for a bike ride today, maybe out to lunch with Matthew Montgomery.
I read your blog, I'm embarrassed by the web address of it.
I have a quote book, just full of quotes I love. I haven't added to it in a while, I think I'll do that this week.
Siiiiiiiigh. I love baseball. I love watching it especially.. Mmm. I could watch baseball all day. Really, I could. The Rockies won their game last night! 10 to 6. That is right baby!
Yesterday we got an email from my brother and six pictures. He is so cute. :) He told me he was proud of me and it made me cry..
Have you read any more of the Book of Mormon?
Me and Sloan have started to call each other every night and we're reading the Book of Mormon together and then say what we like about it. She is a kindred spirit and a bosom friend.
Wow. You know what I miss doing? Watching Anne of Green Gables all day. Ooooh. I love that show.
I rarely have a temper. I think I controlled it as a child because I watched my dad lose his so much.
I think I'm going to turn this into a blog after I send it to you. :)
I'm gonna learn how to drive stick shift in the next couple weeks and I'll have a car. I can come visit you sometimes! I'm scared.. Haha.
I love love reading. I love reading any books. Ooo. I need a good book.
Hey. I love you. Hope you are having a good day at work. I have to go back to work today after two weeks off. It is going to SUCK. I might not survive. :/
Lu.
My back/ neck still hurts :/ pooka. So I haven't seen you in two whole days. What the freak. Haha. I miss you :( i miss these past couple weeks too. They were good..
I hate orange soda.
I love just about every movie. It's rare that I don't like a movie. Have you seen 'Love Happens'? Ooo. I saw it last week, loved it. :)
My aunts are my role models. Each one of them is so special. My Aunt Shannon and I are a lot alike, we both say 'Sheesh' pretty often. Hah.
My earphones are currently tangled.
I think I will go for a bike ride today, maybe out to lunch with Matthew Montgomery.
I read your blog, I'm embarrassed by the web address of it.
I have a quote book, just full of quotes I love. I haven't added to it in a while, I think I'll do that this week.
Siiiiiiiigh. I love baseball. I love watching it especially.. Mmm. I could watch baseball all day. Really, I could. The Rockies won their game last night! 10 to 6. That is right baby!
Yesterday we got an email from my brother and six pictures. He is so cute. :) He told me he was proud of me and it made me cry..
Have you read any more of the Book of Mormon?
Me and Sloan have started to call each other every night and we're reading the Book of Mormon together and then say what we like about it. She is a kindred spirit and a bosom friend.
Wow. You know what I miss doing? Watching Anne of Green Gables all day. Ooooh. I love that show.
I rarely have a temper. I think I controlled it as a child because I watched my dad lose his so much.
I think I'm going to turn this into a blog after I send it to you. :)
I'm gonna learn how to drive stick shift in the next couple weeks and I'll have a car. I can come visit you sometimes! I'm scared.. Haha.
I love love reading. I love reading any books. Ooo. I need a good book.
Hey. I love you. Hope you are having a good day at work. I have to go back to work today after two weeks off. It is going to SUCK. I might not survive. :/
Lu.
Tuesday Thursday Tennis
Two days in a row blogging? I'm on a roll.
Speaking of rolling, that's most of what the ball did on the tennis court this morning. My lovely friend Sloan has us get together two mornings a week to play tennis.
Not gonna lie, I suck at tennis.
Kind of like life.
I am pretty bad with aim. Sometimes I hit myself with the racket, on accident. Sometimes I don't have enough power; sometimes I have too much.
Life is a lot like tennis.
My aim is usually way off with people. I can read people really well, but my aim is always off on trusting. I trust very few people now. And even then, they still always almost break it.
I hit myself in the head with a racket... Yeah. I beat myself up a lot. Sometimes on accident, sometimes on purpose. Either way. I make stupid decisions. A lot.
Sometimes I don't have enough power.. Not strong enough to go on. Sometimes I am just weak.
Too much power: I get out of control a lot. Crazy.
Not a good tennis day today, needless to say.
Speaking of rolling, that's most of what the ball did on the tennis court this morning. My lovely friend Sloan has us get together two mornings a week to play tennis.
Not gonna lie, I suck at tennis.
Kind of like life.
I am pretty bad with aim. Sometimes I hit myself with the racket, on accident. Sometimes I don't have enough power; sometimes I have too much.
Life is a lot like tennis.
My aim is usually way off with people. I can read people really well, but my aim is always off on trusting. I trust very few people now. And even then, they still always almost break it.
I hit myself in the head with a racket... Yeah. I beat myself up a lot. Sometimes on accident, sometimes on purpose. Either way. I make stupid decisions. A lot.
Sometimes I don't have enough power.. Not strong enough to go on. Sometimes I am just weak.
Too much power: I get out of control a lot. Crazy.
Not a good tennis day today, needless to say.
Monday, June 28, 2010
Sweet Koda Bear
Hey bud. I love you. You are so so so strong. I pray for you in every prayer. Your bracelet is on my wrist. You keep me going. You can do it, and you will do it. I am praying for you too Ali. The Lord knows you guys, and He hears you guys. He's with you.
My heart is out there for yall every day.
More hugs and kisses than imaginable.
Laura Lu.
My heart is out there for yall every day.
More hugs and kisses than imaginable.
Laura Lu.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Yes.
Soooo.. I know what you are thinking, I haven't written anything in forever. It's true. Summer has been crazy hectic busy fun :) I'm loving it. Hanging out a lot with Dev. Elise. Ali. :) Chya. Sooo.. I swear there was so much to say. Not really, Hahah. This week has been YOUUUUTH CONFERRRENCE. Whew. Can you say TIRING!?!? We've been roofing houses, I feel so awesome. I can roof, I work my butt off. Eat it. Haha, I am so tired. We've had to wake up...
Ah crap. Sloan is here to go to the mall :D hahah gotta go, finish later.
Ah crap. Sloan is here to go to the mall :D hahah gotta go, finish later.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Salivating
I am salivating for school to be over. Does that even make sense? I dunno... If it doesn't to you, it does to me :P
Really though. Summer is going to be bomb. :) I hope... I shall try and make the most of it. Sometime soon I will write my summer list down here. Either that or in a Facebook note. Yes, I shall do it in a facebook note. But yeah, hope this summer will rock.
On Saturday me and Ali went to Gateway and had a blast :) And she got me the best late birthday present I have ever received :) We went to Forever 21 and I got, a new purse, a new wallet, two new indie head band things, a tank top for over my bikini, and some dorky but awesome sunglasses. :) I love shopppping. And Ali is the best kind of company around. I love her SO much.
She is getting baptized this Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :D :D :D I am so proud of the person she is.
Exciting things coming up. Just need to get tomorrow [my last real day of school out of the way. Look out summer :) Here I come.
...I also might be becoming a supervisor at work.. More hours.. Meh. Oh well :) More money.
Also getting a car soon. Need to find one for a reasonable price!!
Love always, Laura Emily Morrow.
Really though. Summer is going to be bomb. :) I hope... I shall try and make the most of it. Sometime soon I will write my summer list down here. Either that or in a Facebook note. Yes, I shall do it in a facebook note. But yeah, hope this summer will rock.
On Saturday me and Ali went to Gateway and had a blast :) And she got me the best late birthday present I have ever received :) We went to Forever 21 and I got, a new purse, a new wallet, two new indie head band things, a tank top for over my bikini, and some dorky but awesome sunglasses. :) I love shopppping. And Ali is the best kind of company around. I love her SO much.
She is getting baptized this Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :D :D :D I am so proud of the person she is.
Exciting things coming up. Just need to get tomorrow [my last real day of school out of the way. Look out summer :) Here I come.
...I also might be becoming a supervisor at work.. More hours.. Meh. Oh well :) More money.
Also getting a car soon. Need to find one for a reasonable price!!
Love always, Laura Emily Morrow.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Cancer. And Life.
So I watched 'My Sister's Keeper' for the first time tonight... It kinda left me feeling like I want to throw up. And feeling hopeless. I think in the end it was meant to be inspirational... But it just left me wanting to cry. Although it is very rare that tears leave my eyes, unless I am caught off guard. So instead, I feel the turning of my stomach.
As I sit her and stare at the random assortment of things on my computer desk [my mother's ipod, a red pen, a pencil, a crumpled up napkin, some cds], and I rest my hands on the keyboard, waiting for the words to come flowing out of them, ever so often hitting the backspace button... I think..
I think that maybe my life should be handed over to someone who is more deserving of it. People die from cancer every day. It took my uncle, it took my grandma, it took Brian, it took so many people.. It fought my aunt, and it's fighting my little Koda. It is never going to stop fighting. And each of them did it/are doing it with a smile on their face.
I'm not worthy of the life I live. I'm not trying hard enough. I complain, I spend too much money, I lose my temper too often, I give into my own pleasures way too much. --Most people would take this, and say "From now on, I'll live like I'm dying. I'm going to do my best."
.... What if this is my best? And what if I STILL don't feel good enough.
Cancer sucks.
My thoughts, Laura.
As I sit her and stare at the random assortment of things on my computer desk [my mother's ipod, a red pen, a pencil, a crumpled up napkin, some cds], and I rest my hands on the keyboard, waiting for the words to come flowing out of them, ever so often hitting the backspace button... I think..
I think that maybe my life should be handed over to someone who is more deserving of it. People die from cancer every day. It took my uncle, it took my grandma, it took Brian, it took so many people.. It fought my aunt, and it's fighting my little Koda. It is never going to stop fighting. And each of them did it/are doing it with a smile on their face.
I'm not worthy of the life I live. I'm not trying hard enough. I complain, I spend too much money, I lose my temper too often, I give into my own pleasures way too much. --Most people would take this, and say "From now on, I'll live like I'm dying. I'm going to do my best."
.... What if this is my best? And what if I STILL don't feel good enough.
Cancer sucks.
My thoughts, Laura.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Allllllllrighty.
Ventation, here I come.. Pretty positive ventation isn't a word.
So I've been without my phone for three days. My choice. WEIRD, I know. But I couldn't handle people's CRAP anymore. So many people texting me. So much crap. I didn't need it.
...Started getting depressed.
...Started getting stressed.
...Started feeling sick to my stomach.
...Started wanting to make myself throw up.
...Started feeling like a horrible person.
GOOD BYE PHONE :) Not forever.. Idk, probably till Saturday.
But right now, it's NICE not having it with me. Much less drama that way..
....So. Like I said in my last post, I've been trying to fly away.. Sorta working. I guess. People keep breaking my wings though. Just LET ME FLY. Seriously... I've been feeling.. Lonely. But I really do love the people in my life. And without my phone, I've been getting closer to my family :) Especially my sisters. Awe, they so cute. I love em.
Anyways. Bleh. I still smell like Subway. Probably because I'm still in my Subway clothes. But I needed "someone" to vent to. I just wish life would get on with itself, ya know??? I'm so over people's crap. Ha. Smirk smirk smirk. That little girl is so funny... I could laugh at how funny it is. Really. PEOPLE. SEE THE LIGHT.
Meh. That's all.
So I've been without my phone for three days. My choice. WEIRD, I know. But I couldn't handle people's CRAP anymore. So many people texting me. So much crap. I didn't need it.
...Started getting depressed.
...Started getting stressed.
...Started feeling sick to my stomach.
...Started wanting to make myself throw up.
...Started feeling like a horrible person.
GOOD BYE PHONE :) Not forever.. Idk, probably till Saturday.
But right now, it's NICE not having it with me. Much less drama that way..
....So. Like I said in my last post, I've been trying to fly away.. Sorta working. I guess. People keep breaking my wings though. Just LET ME FLY. Seriously... I've been feeling.. Lonely. But I really do love the people in my life. And without my phone, I've been getting closer to my family :) Especially my sisters. Awe, they so cute. I love em.
Anyways. Bleh. I still smell like Subway. Probably because I'm still in my Subway clothes. But I needed "someone" to vent to. I just wish life would get on with itself, ya know??? I'm so over people's crap. Ha. Smirk smirk smirk. That little girl is so funny... I could laugh at how funny it is. Really. PEOPLE. SEE THE LIGHT.
Meh. That's all.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Maybe.
The name of my blog is right. I am a butterfly.
And right now. . . . I think the best thing for me to do, would be to fly away.
Here I go.
Laur.
And right now. . . . I think the best thing for me to do, would be to fly away.
Here I go.
Laur.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
17?
Is my birthday :)
love life? I THINK SO. :) hahah wow. life is just good. i couldn't ask for better people in my life :)
Elise, my brrrother Andrew, Devs, Geo, Logan.
My mama, daddy, two best little sisters in the world :D
This is what life is about!! Couldn't ask for better.
XOXOXO.
Allll my love, 17 year old Lu ;)
love life? I THINK SO. :) hahah wow. life is just good. i couldn't ask for better people in my life :)
Elise, my brrrother Andrew, Devs, Geo, Logan.
My mama, daddy, two best little sisters in the world :D
This is what life is about!! Couldn't ask for better.
XOXOXO.
Allll my love, 17 year old Lu ;)
Thursday, May 6, 2010
BACKSTREET'S BACK. ALRIGHT
Backstreet boys concert. June 23. Me and Ali are possibly going :) Also, prom is in two days, more importantly, my BIRTHDAY in two days :)
I can't wait for this summer. baaaaaahahah. exciting upcoming things. woot to life.
love lu.
I can't wait for this summer. baaaaaahahah. exciting upcoming things. woot to life.
love lu.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Schoooooool
Get a grip Laurs. Hahah. Sheesh. I need to get a grip. really, this is bad news. Four F's... Ha. Only two I actually gotta worry about. And AP test is a week from today. TOO MUCH TO DO. Baaaaaah. So newwws. Been working lots.
I know this sounds cheesy, but I LOVE the people I work with. I feel like I can truly be myself around them :) We are all like a huge family. Love my job. Love my co workers. Love making money. Haha.
Got my prom dress today. BEEEEAUTIFUL. But unexpectedly 70 bucks for allterations :/ ohhh well.
I still haven't answered to prom... Haha, it is this weekend. MY BAD. Hahah. Sorry Creager. Prom will be way fun though :) And guess whose birthday is on prommmm. Me. Yes. I will be 17. Woot woot. Holla.
SHOOT. Just remembered I didn't write Logan today :/ crap I feel bad. Bummer. I shall write him tomorrow. I also have the sisterhood journal at the moment, I need to write in that tooo..
SO MUCH TO DO, so little time. :P
Sall good, I'll pull through. I always do.
You guys, I have 6 best friends. And I love them. Really truly. They help me through everything. Bubba has especially lately, we are kindred spirits, I feel like not a lot of people know me like he does.
Anywho, I always feel so much better after blogging. xxxxxxxxxx.
Lots of my love to the outter space where these blogs go, Little Miss Lu lu.
I know this sounds cheesy, but I LOVE the people I work with. I feel like I can truly be myself around them :) We are all like a huge family. Love my job. Love my co workers. Love making money. Haha.
Got my prom dress today. BEEEEAUTIFUL. But unexpectedly 70 bucks for allterations :/ ohhh well.
I still haven't answered to prom... Haha, it is this weekend. MY BAD. Hahah. Sorry Creager. Prom will be way fun though :) And guess whose birthday is on prommmm. Me. Yes. I will be 17. Woot woot. Holla.
SHOOT. Just remembered I didn't write Logan today :/ crap I feel bad. Bummer. I shall write him tomorrow. I also have the sisterhood journal at the moment, I need to write in that tooo..
SO MUCH TO DO, so little time. :P
Sall good, I'll pull through. I always do.
You guys, I have 6 best friends. And I love them. Really truly. They help me through everything. Bubba has especially lately, we are kindred spirits, I feel like not a lot of people know me like he does.
Anywho, I always feel so much better after blogging. xxxxxxxxxx.
Lots of my love to the outter space where these blogs go, Little Miss Lu lu.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Woot:)
A new leaf, a new leaf :)
No more dr pepper.
Cleaning my room.
Laundry :P
More scripture reading.
Deleted and blocked both of them off of facebook, outta my life forever ;) Good ridance.
I'm moving on. I deserve better.
Lovin life, Lu ;)
No more dr pepper.
Cleaning my room.
Laundry :P
More scripture reading.
Deleted and blocked both of them off of facebook, outta my life forever ;) Good ridance.
I'm moving on. I deserve better.
Lovin life, Lu ;)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
THINGS THAT I AM ABSOLUTELY DONE WITH
Starting right here, and right now, I am DONE.
Done looking at his facebook wall.
Done look at her facebook wall.
Done procrastinating homework till after midnight.
Done making myself throw up.
Done waking up late.
Done reading old, crappy text messages.
These are the hardest things that I am going to have to get through. But I AM going to get through them. I will update every week. Or maybe keep a journal. Whatever. I am strong. And smart. And beautiful. And just what I am supposed to be.
All of my love, Lu :)
Done looking at his facebook wall.
Done look at her facebook wall.
Done procrastinating homework till after midnight.
Done making myself throw up.
Done waking up late.
Done reading old, crappy text messages.
These are the hardest things that I am going to have to get through. But I AM going to get through them. I will update every week. Or maybe keep a journal. Whatever. I am strong. And smart. And beautiful. And just what I am supposed to be.
All of my love, Lu :)
Friday, April 23, 2010
Red Lipstick
So this weekend is the dance concert. What a blast. I kind of hate the bratty girls who think they are better than everyone else. But whatevs. I love gettin all done up for concert. RED LIPSTICK :D I have a million things to be doing right now, baking brownies for the concert and cleaning my bathroom :P But I just wanted to update. I am loving life. <3
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
School house
You guys. I don't sleep. This is getting ridiculous. Uhm, and I have a math test tomorrow... I don't know who to do 7/8ths of it. Bad news. Bad bad news. Ughhhhhhh. Life is STRESSING me out.
My life could be worse, much worse. So I'll just fake a smile.
My life could be worse, much worse. So I'll just fake a smile.
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