I lead a simple life. I have not done anything big. I have not gone anywhere amazing or changed anything monumentally.
I'm a pretty simple gal. I love orange juice. I love sweat pants. I love to leave my hair curly.
A couple months ago, I went through a lot. A lot of soul searching, and a lot of feeling very alone. And now that I have passed that phase, I wonder if I really can make it alone. On earth I mean. My grandma, my uncles, my friends, and my Father in Heaven are up there to help me. I could never do it without them.
But I am pretty sure that on this earth, I could go it alone.
I don't want to ask for help.
I got what I want, I have someone to be mine. Someone to make me smile everyday. To think of when I'm sad. And with Valentines rolling around, I'm not sure what to do. I've never felt this way before.
But I can't get rid of the reassuring feeling that I can do it on my own.
Does that mean I should rid people of my life? I am fine with being alone, but where do you draw the line of letting people in?
Why am I so afraid to let people in?
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